everyday life of an old hamster

I've been following crypto since 2014, I guess, it stopped me that trading was done through exchanges, and I trust exchanges about the same as forex exchanges, where if you enter with leverage, they'll draw you a chart against your position. I only found out about dex when I was 23, and I still don't know how to use it. I ended up on this exchange because of the hamster, because they dumped $5, which I couldn't even withdraw, and I threw in my 100$ with the thought "well, let's see what's going on here" that's what the hamster was thinking about. I looked at the charts, bought what was at the bottom #luna, #aevo, #cream, the interim result is -12$ , one of the whales has already bought shawarma with my 12$ , and I wasted three weeks of time.