Yesterday's funds were 324 U, today's funds are 541 U. Last night, I quickly reviewed every diary I had written before. While reading, I was overwhelmed with emotions and cried profusely. After finishing the diary, I asked myself, why haven't I made any money? From selecting coins to timing the entry, I have no problem chasing hot spots. I am even a step ahead in predicting hot spots; I am simply overflowing with talent. The tenfold coins I previously selected in my diary are plentiful, and the win rate for contracts is frighteningly high. From predicting the bull market to interest rate cuts to the U.S. presidential election, I have been accurate. I focused on reviewing the failures in my diary, counting my failures and their causes. I almost always failed on contracts, either from holding positions too long or using too much leverage, or from adding positions during declines. Many times, after I was liquidated on a contract, the market would rebound, and the coins I picked for the contracts were all high-quality coins. If I had chosen to trade in spot instead of contracts, I would have already made a fortune. I was blinded by a single leaf; with little capital, I wanted to chase more funds but ended up losing my principal. Trading contracts relies fundamentally on luck rather than talent and skill.
Today's funds: 324 U, December 13, 2024. Winter has arrived, and the weather outside is very cold. The 20th of this month is the day I have to pay rent. It’s hard to imagine what it would be like if I fail at trading and can’t come up with 400U by the 20th; it would be like wandering the streets. The Spring Festival is approaching, and I have had a dream of owning a car since last year. Reflecting on the past, I am still left with nothing. I can only silently adhere to my cryptocurrency motto: I can be defeated but not crushed. I must become braver through setbacks; I must die in the cryptocurrency world. Yesterday, I read a small part of SBF's diary where he reminisced about his teddy bear pillow in prison, while I still have my pillow now.
It has dropped again, but fortunately my FTT position is still holding strong. I wonder if my account will be liquidated tonight. I haven't done well in this market, but buying physical assets at level one has been more stable. Even if it drops, it can at least rise back, unlike contracts, where even if you guess the outcome correctly, you might still get wrecked in the process.
I look forward to the day of my glorious return. There's a saying that goes, 'you may not care about me now, but later you'll find it hard to reach me.'
Talent will not be buried. I just want to infuriate the haters. However, my recent state has really been poor; my mood changes daily, entirely dependent on the market's ups and downs.
The U-based contract $ENA was blown up twice, losing 110 U, and $FTT is also barely surviving. It seems like a long struggle is needed, and I haven't done well in the primary market either. My confidence has vanished in an instant; I don't even want to write in my diary anymore. Recently, I've been out of money and feeling lazy. I haven't been seriously engaging with the Base chain either, and I haven't even looked at the project materials for many coins that need reviewing. It seems like I've lost my motivation; my passion and ambition are gone.
Today's funds 427 USDT, December 7, 2024 Last night, I withdrew 200 USDT to buy AI16z in the primary market. I think the next hot AI should emerge, at least many people in the crypto circle hope that AI can emerge. Currently, the market value of AI16z is not small, about 500 million USDT in market value. There are countless zero-value coins in the primary market. I bought AI16z to seek stable profits. Compared to the rise of secondary market coins, the mature and high-value coins in the primary market still have a lot of room for growth. The coins in the primary market also have expectations for listing on major exchanges in the secondary market. In a bull market, a market value of 1 billion USDT is not considered large. There’s a saying that in a bull market, you shouldn’t look at market value, but whether the coin can become a hotspot. I must be one step ahead; I just hope I don't act too fast. Moving too quickly may cause me to miss the rhythm of the rise and leave me dead before dawn.
A female online friend invited me to lunch today, but after thinking it over, I declined. In a bull market, romantic feelings only affect my speed in making decisions. At critical moments, if I hold the handle well, I will rise step by step; choosing incorrectly will lead to mistakes at every step.
Now, a meal costing 20 to 30 U is hard-earned capital for me.
Last night, several classmates rewarded me with over 300 U (see image 4). I feel undeserving of it, but I really need it now. I am immensely grateful! Your rewards have motivated me to write my diary more. Currently, I can only express my gratitude by sharing my coin selection logic in this diary. May those destined to read it benefit, and I hope you all can make a fortune.
Now I have a few hundred U in capital, but the market has risen a lot, and I’m uncertain about which coins to buy; I fear heights.
At 6 o'clock today, $BTC dropped sharply by 5 points. In a bull market, it's common for $BTC to drop 10 points in a day and then bounce back the same day. Be cautious of sharp declines.
I have now bought $FTT , in a coin-based position with leverage. The other coins that should rise have risen, and $FTT hasn't increased too much comparatively. There is significant potential for future speculation; in a bull market, even pigs can fly. The future performance of FTT shouldn't be too poor. Extending the timeline to January 2025, 10 U isn't a dream. If the exchange actually restarts, it could reach 50 U, which is worth a shot. The compensation from the exchange is also progressing step by step. If there are unexpected surprises, who knows, maybe the explosive heads will be released.
This bull market actually has only three keywords: BTC, Trump, America. The bull market led by BTC; if I had 10,000 U now, I would use 80% of my funds to buy BTC, and I wouldn't trade contracts.
In the past, $SOL and FTT were brother coins, and that's my logic for choosing FTT.
Now that other coins have risen, what else can I choose if I don't select $FTT ?
"The long road ahead is like iron, but now we start from the beginning"
Today $BTC 10 million U, the past events in the currency circle are vivid, as if it was yesterday, but today I have nothing, I am heavily in debt, outside the gongs and drums are loud and firecrackers are blasting, I am alone and crying secretly.
I have ruined a good hand of cards, which is really irritating. I don't know if anyone can empathize with my current feelings. The node of $BTC 10 million U makes me think a little too much.
I can't be a complaining woman, complaining about the world, a wise man should adjust his mood and go into battle lightly. Last night in the primary market, I bought a coin with 50U, and it rose by 100%, but I was still not satisfied. Today it fell back again. This mentality is really bad. I said before that you can use me as a mirror, now I think my negative teaching material is really bright.
Yesterday, the BASE chain airdropped 100U worth of Meme coins to me. When I was playing with the BASE chain, I thought there might be an airdrop, but I didn't interact with it and only used a wallet. Today, I interacted with two coins of the BASE chain, and I will continue to interact tonight. ME airdropped today. I was an early user of ME, but unfortunately I didn't continue to use it frequently, and I lost a fortune. Now a few hundred U are so important to me.
Wait until the 7th, I hope that the platform coins I donated can increase by dozens or hundreds of times, so that I will have the principal. I think it should be difficult for miracles to happen. I have no principal and can only hope for miracles.
I haven't been writing for many days. I didn't want to write a diary, but I saw a lot of sincere messages today. I have a lot of time, so I might as well write. I haven't made a few coins in this bull market so far, but all my predictions are basically correct. I have no capital and I still have nothing to show for it. I am in a state of poverty.
I regret that when I had 2,000 U last month, I had more than 1,000 U left after paying the rent, and I turned off the order-taking function. I used the funds to charge Meme and encountered a phased correction. One wrong step led to another.
I waited for three years to see the unilateral market for dozens of days. I was too resentful and my mentality collapsed.
My turning point was so important. I stood on the wrong side at the critical moment. Due to lack of funds, time cost, and poor rhythm, I really predicted the outcome but died in the process.
Yesterday, the BASE chain airdropped 100U worth of Meme coins to me. I immediately sold them to charge contracts, and then I encountered the Korean black swan and my 200U position was blown up. I was really unlucky. The funds were pitifully small to begin with, and the withdrawals were dozens of U every two or three days. In the bull market, I was still entangled in my personal emotional problems. What is wrong with me? How can I not fail in this way?
If I really can't make a penny, I will write a diary every day in the future, write down all my predictions, reveal the secrets, and let the classmates who really like me pick up a little bit of benefits. I am really angry, I am angry.
After learning from the pain, now I can only start from the beginning.
"The long road is as hard as iron, but now I start from the beginning"
After missing the bull market, I chose to participate in the Binance Square COS token writing competition to earn back my capital.
My friends who are familiar with me should know that I am a perpetual bull, always going long and got caught before the bull market. In these crucial three days, I was out of the market, missing the bull run, and missing out hurts more than losing money. What's even worse is that I now have no capital left.
I see that Binance Square's nationwide writing competition is waiting for you to share $20,000 worth of $COS , write this article. What is COS? Contentos ($COS ) focuses on bridging the gap between Web2 and Web3, creating a unique 'content + social + finance' blockchain ecosystem. The core application of the Contentos mainnet, Dongfang Satellite TV, is a leading Web3 video platform with over 1 million monthly active users. Creators earn revenue through video ads and user sponsorship, while users earn ecosystem rewards through likes and comments, especially popular in Central and South America (Brazil, Argentina, Mexico), Asia (Vietnam, Pakistan, South Korea), and Europe (Turkey).
I will be closing the contract soon, one is to withdraw money to invest in meme coins, and the other is to pay rent. It seems that rent really affects my operations.
I hope the money spent can come back multiple times in the future.
I didn't expect to end the contract in this way, without liquidation, and still earning 50%, but this is far from satisfying my goals. No more real trading in the future, my voice is weak.
I have held the contract for DOGE for several days, and as soon as I sold it today, it went up, resulting in a loss of over 200 U, which made me realize a truth: in a bull market, one must dare to hold positions. $DOGE
I'm really unlucky, now NEAR is also heavily stuck, this time I have to hold on a bit longer. $NEAR
Today I withdrew another 200 U to invest in meme coins, hope it will be successful, believe in my own judgment.
Today's mentality is relatively calm, and there is still a little bit of negativity. Unlike the previous few days when BTC pulled up one big positive line after another, it made people excited. Unfortunately, the time was not right for me. I was worrying about the rent for a day's livelihood. I didn't have the capital to gamble, so how could I win?
A gamble turned a bicycle into a motorcycle. Success cannot be copied, but it can definitely be learned from. I haven't read my previous diary for a long time. I should seriously review how I went from 200U to tens of thousands of U. This is the original intention of writing a diary.
The contract has not been doing well recently. I have wanted to close the contract with orders several times to use funds to rush to the primary market, but think about it. Eggs cannot be put in the same basket. The contract with orders should continue to be opened. The risk of the contract with orders is that as long as the contract is opened, it will return to zero in just a moment. The risk and pressure are so great, and the income is far less than meme coins, which is really sad.
The rent is due on the 20th of this month. The 4th of every month is the day to pay the rent. The rent is 2,400 yuan. I have been discussing with the landlord to postpone the rent for six consecutive months. I have been circling around 1,000U for six months and cannot get out of the circle. 1,000U, 3,000U, and 10,000U are all barriers. If I want to succeed, I must seize the opportunity and break these barriers boldly and carefully, otherwise I can only be in a vicious cycle and keep spinning.
Fortunately, I have a premonition that I will rise. My sixth sense is very accurate. My first ten-fold coin in this bull market is ai16z in the primary market. Have you got the first ten-fold coin in this bull market? I used 100U to fight for 1,000U for the first ten-fold coin. I hope that I can fight for 5,000U with 500U for the next ten-fold coin.
It is a fact that there are many SOL chain meme coins that increase tenfold in a day, and there are rare ones that increase a thousand times in a day. Of course, there are more that return to zero. The difference is that in the bull market, you are given enough time to leave the market, which is much less risky than the contract.
My present, the present, I wish my Great Qin Empire will rise.
The single contract has made money in the past few days, about 40%, but the total funds are only 1000 U now. Where did the money go? It's all for living expenses. Today, I withdrew more than 100 U, and I withdrew more than 100 U to the SOL chain to engage in meme coins. The AI16Z coin I mentioned in my diary the day before yesterday rose sharply today. I made 700 U with these more than 100 U. This is better than doing contracts. Contracts are risky to sell white powder and make money from selling cabbage.
Of course, the risk of meme is not small, but if you are an old hand in the currency circle, you should participate in the meme coins of the SOL chain with small funds, and fight big with small. Various online data that know how to read data have shown that the hotspot is the meme coins of the SOL chain. Although there are many meme coins that have returned to zero, what is compared is the recognition and speed of the currency circle.
The current mature secondary market bull market in the currency circle has seen a lot of changes compared to the previous bull market. Except for BTC, all coins are storytelling and hype, and they are all passing the buck. The primary market meme coin is also a coin. The primary market meme coin is still a paradise for a small number of smart people to make money. 100 times or 1000 times is not a dream.
I hope that the ai16z I bought will be listed on Binance in a few days, and then you can take over my primary market in the secondary market.
In the bull market, I haven’t made any money now, which is very uncomfortable. My current strategy is to earn a little principal with a single contract, and participate in meme coins with a small amount of funds, mainly to predict the next hot spot, one step ahead, and get ten times or a hundred times, but the contract is really difficult and boring.
DeSci+ Biotechnology has the potential to become the next hot spot. You can pay attention to it. Of course, this is just my personal prediction.
I am still in a heavy mood today after the breakup. I am so disappointed. The returns from cryptocurrency trading are not good. It's a mess. I lost all my money in a moment. In the morning, I had only 500 U floating losses. Sometimes I understand the reason but I can't control my hands. It's hard to do contracts, and it's even harder with small funds. There is only one trial and error.
Before, I was able to get tens of thousands of U because I seized the opportunity and followed the right trend. The trend makes heroes. There is also a component of luck. At the key funding points, I was on the verge of death and came back to life. I also participated in the hot spots of inscriptions and runes.
My specialty is still the spot currency selection and hot spot prediction, which is basically 80% accurate. I am really talented in this aspect.
It's just that the contracts all end up in the same place, a dead end. It's even harder to win temporarily in a process. I don't want to make contracts anymore.
The meme coin of SOL chain has been a hot topic in the past few months. I have no money to participate. Because meme coin is a primary market, it must have a higher level of cognition and capital, and there must be more trial and error costs. Buy ten coins and make nine mistakes and win one, and you can earn dozens or hundreds of times. The day before yesterday, I predicted AI16Z in the chat group. I spent 100U and now I have earned five times. I predict that the next meme coin launched on Binance may be AI16Z.
If my prediction is right, everyone will say whether I have talent or not.
We are both salted fish, why can others turn over, but you stick to the pan, because you forgot to "add oil". We are both water drops, why can others penetrate the stone, but you leave no trace, because you forgot to "persist"
Now I am a salted fish, can I turn over?
I didn't write a diary yesterday. Yesterday, the funds lost from 1,000 U to 200 U. I was shocked and broke out in a cold sweat. I have to pay the rent on the 20th, and there are only 200 U left. I don't feel like writing a diary, and I didn't appear in the chat room to talk. Trading is lonely. When you lose money, you feel like a clown for everyone to appreciate and laugh at, but I always think I am talented in my heart. However, there are more people who make fun of me, and I also began to doubt whether I am really a clown
Many times I really don't want to write a diary, but the diary is a window for me to review and vent, not to mention that there are still a small number of people who really like to read it, and the diary is not useless
Yesterday, the funds finally went from 200 to 100 0U, I think I am qualified to write a diary only if I am 1000U. Let me say something extra here. Friends who have read my diary before should know that I know a woman and spent tens of thousands of dollars on her. In the past, everyone who read my diary said she was a liar. Today we really broke up. We have been on and off since I met her in April, but I just can't let her go. I am too sentimental and too emotional. She got married and lived with her husband, but she said they didn't sleep in the same bed. She has two girls. When she was with me, she also lived with at least two boyfriends at the same time. She has severe depression, self-harms, and has told me several times that she wanted to commit suicide. She always wanted to marry me before, but maybe I am too sentimental. We have been together for a long time and I still care about her in my heart. I can't let her go, but we are really not suitable. A few days ago, she blocked all my contact information. This time, we should really break up. Why would I fall in love with a liar? I am unmarried and childless and younger than her. Reason tells me that breaking up is right, but I still miss her in my heart. I am a person who does not believe in fate. But one fact is that since I was with her, I have not been able to make money in cryptocurrency trading. I made 30,000 U before I met her, but I lost all the money when I was with her.
Let time forget everything. In a few years, I will definitely laugh at myself now. I have encountered such a ridiculous thing. The society is really dark. I am too naive.
Last night my heart was waiting for a pullback, what I got was a $btc surge of ten points, which brought anxiety. When I woke up this morning in a panic, I bought $FTM and encountered a small pullback, suffering a huge loss of 93U. Since last night, $BTC and other small coins have already shown divergence in trends, but btc just wouldn’t cooperate with the drop. After losing on FTM, I went to brush my teeth, calming down to find the buying point of $WLD , managed to recover 97U, I was so scared, btc surged and I was still losing money.
I was still careless, with my small funds, I’m feeling so uncomfortable now. A small fluctuation and my contract money is gone, if I don’t buy it just keeps rising, rises until you are convinced. Chasing high encountered a pullback and my principal is gone, what does it matter to me if it rises again? Now taking a deep breath, forgetting everything that happened, returning to the original intention, waiting patiently.
If I can’t stand the loneliness, I’ll just double the contract.
I have been waiting for today, today btc rose 10 points, I’ve lost my principal and have done nothing, it’s really heartbreaking and brings tears, I can only grit my teeth and keep going, as long as btc rises, the more it rises the better, opportunities will abound in the future.
The current situation is, if the US designates btc as digital gold, do you think Europe will follow suit? Will 99% of the countries around the world recognize btc as digital gold, will China follow?
The reality now is that many countries are already storing btc.
Is it okay for me to be in cash today? Then there is a coin that only rises and doesn’t fall.
Yesterday's funds 647 U, today's funds 1057 U, a whole night without sleep, working through the night, finally, finally I can have 1000 U for opening a contract with guidance, a thousand words are not as good as a real account, finally there is a chat room for trolls to vent their emotions.
Brothers, if you want to chat, remember to come to the chat room.
But, do I have the ability to do well with the guided contract?
Bull markets are precious, and I don't want to waste a second on haters. Yet, a few haters still want to come and attack, leaving comments that are unbearable, because I have almost never restricted or blocked a single hater. The trolls are unrestrained, acting as if they are above the law, enjoying their tirades, and many bystanders, not understanding the situation, truly believe them.
When my funds were down to 28 U, the contracts made over ten U with dozens of times leverage?
The trolls say the leverage is too high, and earning just over ten U isn't enough to cover my contract fees.
Yesterday's funds were 463 U, today's funds are 647 U. The trolls say I’m not making money in a bull market, that I’m useless.
I’m speechless. Trolls, please keep trying. Attacking me is more important than making money in trading. Haters, trolls, have you made any money? Or did you come to vent after being liquidated on short positions?
I used to think everyone was here to trade and make money. Making money is more important than living day by day, making money is more important than attacking others. In trading, we’ve all been through the rain; when others are caught in the rain, you don’t hold an umbrella, and instead, you splash water on them. You really have the nerve.
Back to the point, in a bull market, $BTC (market) with 10 consecutive gains, 11 consecutive gains is also normal. There’s also a sudden drop, dropping 10 points in the morning and rising back at night; the BTC (market) index remains unchanged, but the money in contracts is gone.
For those trading contracts, do you want to see three consecutive gains, or are you waiting for a needle?