Keep it up, let's work hard together

Today I made a profit of 94u, still 49,000u away from breaking even, getting closer. When I first came in, I wanted to make big money, but after 4 months, I'm just thinking about breaking even.
This is awkward, when will I break even? 50,000u is my savings for 3 years, just thinking about it is upsetting for my family.
I can only slowly earn it back ε=(´ο｀*))) sigh