Brothers, keep going. The path is in the heart, overcome the inner demons. This level is difficult, but it will be fine once you get through it.

I added margin, but I couldn't hold on; my more than 10 positions are gone. Reflecting on my behavior, I didn't take profits when I was earning, and I kept holding on when I was losing, unwilling to cut losses, resulting in nothing. My self-discipline is insufficient; I hope to learn from this lesson, to regroup and make a comeback. I must create my own miracle, step by step, and absolutely cannot over-leverage or continue trading excessively. The more I trade, the more I fail. I should only earn money within my understanding, and if I can't see it clearly, I would rather miss out than place an order. This bloody lesson has lasted for six or seven years; why haven't I found the way yet? Where have my trading rules gone?