Today's state has recovered a lot, no longer plagued by the previous inner demons. The only concern is having to go a few days hungry. After much contemplation, I have decided to study again and embrace long-term thinking. Here, long-term thinking does not mean simply persisting in one thing to achieve success, but rather creating a learning plan and finding certainty amidst uncertainty. Earning quick money in the short term often leads to losing everything; short-term traders may make money, but they often cannot outperform the market, and a few coincidental successes can lead to losing oneself. A single mistake can cause everything to be lost, and I should not continue to sink further.

One must envision a future and then engage in long-term thinking; otherwise, there is only persistence and effort, without any results. For now, I will take a moment to settle down, which can also be considered rest. This past year has been too terrifying for me.