If you feel this way, it proves that you are not suitable for short-term trading, and the leverage is too high. You should know your own worth, and the market is targeting you.

Why does it always rise when shorting the trend, and fall when going long? Closing positions always hit turning points, the breakeven line is the support level, and the spikes are accurate to the minute chart. When it blows up, it just retraces.
Is trading really a single-player game?