This is the true portrayal of cryptocurrency enthusiasts!

Is this really fate? BOME reached a peak of 0.016 in May, and at that time I was only a few thousand U away from breaking even. I thought that once I broke even, I would sell. But from May to November, it dropped to 0.005. Finally, in November it started to rise. Regardless of Dogecoin or the newly launched meme coins, they all saw several times increases. So when it was at 0.01, I added another 10,000 U, thinking that just a few more points would get me back to break even. That day was November 16th, and after I added to my position, it even rose to 0.011. I really felt that the hope of breaking even was getting larger. But after a few days, while other meme coins were pulling back, it didn't really rise and just followed along in the pullback, dropping directly to 0.008. I don't know how to describe this feeling. Now if I randomly look at any coin, many of them have increased by 20%-50% since November 16th, like ldo, polyx, etc. If I had switched to another coin at that time, I would have broken even. But I kept thinking about breaking even before switching to other coins, and I never dared to make a move. Now this coin has dropped nearly 30% from that day, and I am getting further away from breaking even. Sometimes I really feel like it's fate, as if breaking even is a curse. Every time I hesitate to make a move thinking I'm close to breaking even, it ends up dropping. Meanwhile, with other coins, any random purchase has been rising. It's really quite depressing. I heavily invested in EOS in 2020, and at that time, just about every coin was multiplying tenfold or a hundredfold. Even Bitcoin and ETH increased by 10 to 20 times while I was still losing money. This year, re-entering the market feels like going back to 2020. Maybe this is just my fate.