Posting from the perspective of a loser, could this be the last post?

The graduate school entrance exam ended in failure, and my journey ended before it even began.

I submitted my application materials, and then I submitted my photo, but later I was told my photo was too low quality and needed to be resubmitted. By the time I saw this message, I had already missed the resubmission deadline, which meant my application failed with no chance of recovery. More than a year of effort turned into nothing.

Then I thought about trading to ease my emotions, but how could it really alleviate my feelings? I have clearly been overwhelmed by a sense of defeat, completely lacking the carefree attitude I had before.

Some say my Martingale strategy and path dependency led to my liquidation.

In reality, it's not that; I use the Martingale method of increasing my position, buying and selling at emotional extremes. On the day APE surged by 75 points, I was primarily short. At that time, I only had a few hundred USDT, yet I was still doing fine. I built a base position while observing the emotions, about one percent of my total funds, and later when my capital increased, it was still less than one percent. I gradually increased my position only when the bulls were stepping on each other.

Now, these expected fluctuations have taken me out.

I can only say I lost my patience, entered positions casually, and opened my position too deep all at once.

At the root of it all is emotional trading; previously, trading felt refreshing, but these days it's as if my heart is shackled.

In short, go ahead and mock me.

People without skills always like to see others fail to comfort their own mediocre lives.