The boss has a monthly contract. Every afternoon I would wait in the room for the boss to come. I worked hard to receive customers just to fly to the city where he was one day. When I first met him, I had just started working for a few months. Mama-san was not at home that day. He stepped into the store when I was looking at the sign. I was attracted by his figure. He looked at me at this time. I couldn't help but feel shy. I stammered and told him about the services provided here. Finally, he chose me. After that day, he came to the store almost every day to order me. I didn't forget Mama-san's teachings, nor did I forget to collect the money. I just didn't know why I would wait for his arrival every day. Later, he came less and less, until a rainy day a few months later. He came to the store in the rain. He ordered me for one night, but this time he did nothing. When we went to sleep, he hugged me and said he was leaving. I said nothing and couldn't say anything. I only remember that I was moved that day and forgot to collect the money. It was not until the mama-san's stick hit me that I woke up. I received more and more guests, but I still couldn't forget him. The sisters in the same industry saw that I was in love and belittled me. I would secretly cry at night, fantasizing about him coming here again, but the reality was not so good. What awaited me was endless receiving of customers. I didn't give up. Mama-san said that one day I would die in the hands of a man, but I didn't care, because I had never lived for myself.