$BTC I want to die. I lost everything. My father gave me 200,000 yuan for the down payment to buy a house, and I lost all the 300,000 yuan I saved playing virtual currency in the past few years. I have been losing since I learned to open contracts. I can still make money with spot trading, but I just can't control myself. What should I do if I keep opening contracts? I have nothing at the age of 30. I really want to die.

Coordinates in a first-tier city, assets are about 20 million, 10 million in real estate, no loans. 1 million for the car, and roughly 8 million in other financial assets, plus some scattered cash in the tens of thousands. My family background is quite ordinary, also in business, not rich but not poor either; I have never been treated poorly growing up. I am also a very ordinary person, with a looks rating of about 6 out of 10, no special talents, and average academic performance. I belong to the 'almost girl' type, where it's fine as long as I get things done adequately. Although I believe in the meaning of hard work, I often remind myself that 'as long as I am happy for a lifetime, it’s good enough.' During school, I was the kind of child who played around, often skipped classes, didn’t study hard, and gave teachers headaches. But at critical moments, I would still make an effort, knowing what I needed to do. After graduating from university, I worked for a few years in the public sector, thinking life would go on quietly like this, but fate always has its twists and turns. After going through some experiences, it should be called a transformation in life. I started to think about my life and future, wanting to change myself. I feel that one’s life shouldn’t be lived like this. The real change came in 2014 when I quit my stable job and started my own business. From working alone at home to now being in a first-tier city, assets are about 20 million, 10 million in real estate, no loans. 1 million for the car, and roughly 8 million in other financial assets, plus some scattered cash in the tens of thousands. My family background is quite ordinary, also in business, not rich but not poor either; I have never been treated poorly growing up. I am also a very ordinary person, with a looks rating of about 6 out of 10, no special talents, and average academic performance. I belong to the 'almost girl' type, where it's fine as long as I get things done adequately. Although I believe in the meaning of hard work, I often remind myself that 'as long as I am happy for a lifetime, it’s good enough.' During school, I was the kind of child who played around, often skipped classes, didn’t study hard, and gave teachers headaches. But at critical moments, I would still make an effort, knowing what I needed to do. After graduating from university, I worked for a few years in the public sector, thinking life would go on quietly like this, but fate always has its twists and turns. After going through some experiences, it should be called a transformation in life. I started to think about my life and future, wanting to change myself.

Tonight, $DOGE will dip to 0.37. Then it will consolidate until tomorrow night, and start to surge to 1.96. Are you ready?