BTC made me 300 million, but I got depression!!!
"I advise everyone not to be financially free". Let me share with you. It is said that the netizen made 100 million yuan in Bitcoin in 7 years and achieved financial freedom, but suffered from depression because of it. The "financial freedom" that everyone yearns for is so bitter? If you let everyone try this kind of bitterness, I believe everyone is willing to try it.
I recently felt depressed, and it all started 7 years ago when I was financially free.
I stopped working in 2013. I did nothing every day. At first, I liked to hang out everywhere. Later, I went to so many places that I didn't even want to go abroad. When I feel the most bored, I often take a plane to Kuala Lumpur, eat a durian and come back.
In short, I feel very bored and have nothing to do every day. Now I am not interested in money, women, entrepreneurship, or food. I used to like drinking beer, but I haven't even been to a bar in the past two years.
Since I stopped working in 2013, I have been alone almost every day. My biggest hobby is sending my children to school. Sometimes I find a coffee shop near the school and stay for a morning, and then pick up the children from school in the afternoon.
In 2014, when I remember that UBER was particularly popular, I also opened uber for three months. At first, I thought it was quite interesting, but later I felt that I was exposed to too many dark sides of society, such as a man hugging his mistress and going to a hotel to open a room while calling his wife to lie, such as homosexuals harassing the driver after 0:00 and refusing to get off the bus if they don't kiss him. Like sending a female student from the film academy back to school in the early morning, the female student began to confide in her heart with the help of alcohol.
Later, I felt that being a taxi driver was really exposed to too many low-level things, and I couldn't bear it in my heart, so I didn't do it.
In the next five years, I hardly worked, played games, read books, watched TV, looked for women, went to bars, didn't want to make money, didn't want to spend money, and had no desires.
In 2017, I sent my wife and children abroad. I had a fresh life for two days, but within two months, I quickly felt that the big house, good air, and big car were meaningless.
In 2019, I started炒油. At the beginning, I made more than 20 million yuan with 100 million yuan. Later, in May, all the funds were only 20 million yuan. But I still feel that winning or losing can't stimulate myself, and I feel that I have completely lost my desire.
I thought about it later and thought it might be depression, because now I can't fall asleep until 2:00 in the morning, but I can't sleep well. I barely wake up at 10:00 in the morning. After waking up, I don't know what to do. Sometimes I can lie in bed from morning to night without getting out of bed.
In short, I feel that people are about to be废了, don't want to think, don't want to do anything, is this depression?
Is everyone willing to suffer from this depression? Welcome to leave a message...
