1. What I dislike is not that you don’t reply to my messages, but the sense of distance created by your perfunctory replies. A mouth that loves me but countless details that do not love me. There have been too many moments where I wanted to speak but held back, and in the end, I didn't even have the thought of speaking.
2. You should not crave to be loved; you must first love yourself. Everyone is a dirty little child who crawled out from the mud. The world is chaotic. The universe is disordered. Love yourself first, then embrace a clean and pure body, embrace a free and vibrant soul.
3. Sometimes looking back at the path I've taken, I realize that time is truly a good thing. It has allowed me to forgive the unforgivable and overcome obstacles from the past. I see many people smiling at me and then treating me coldly. Occasionally, someone may stab me in the back, but there are also those who stop to smile at me and accompany me to this day.
4. Without a high-value appearance, without capital to squander, no one will like me for three to five years. I want to wander aimlessly, make some small efforts to earn a bit of money, and then buy flowers for myself.
5. No matter who you meet, they are the person meant to appear in your life. It is not a coincidence. They will definitely teach you something. Therefore, I always believe that wherever I go, that is where I am meant to be, experiencing what I should experience, meeting the people I should meet. Fate cannot be avoided; without fate, you cannot encounter. Fate brings people together and takes them apart; we go with the flow.
6. I often feel grateful that there are words in this world; otherwise, where would the surging love of humanity go? But I am also often melancholic. For instance, tonight my heart is mixed with various emotions, pouring out thousands of words yet unable to write down a few.
7. I am someone who doesn't like to take the initiative. Although my soul is interesting, I am not good at expressing it. I am very stubborn and slow to warm up. I even have a bit of an emotional cleanliness obsession. I have a persistent optimism but an intermittent pessimistic attitude that is sometimes warm and sometimes cold.
8. I always feel that happiness is like walking on thin ice, but happiness is right beside me. Everything you have now may seem very plain, but for many people, it is already a lot of happiness.
9. I often advise others not to overthink things that make them unhappy and to look forward. Yet, I have never mentioned my own emotions. The words I use to advise others never seem to apply to myself.
10. Everyone is testing each other, weighing pros and cons, pretending to be deeply affectionate. You think I would be sad without you; I think you would regret it without me. The truth is, you don’t love me, and I don’t love you either.