Today's funds 1120 U, November 14, 2024

We are both salted fish, why can others turn over, but you stick to the pan, because you forgot to "add oil". We are both water drops, why can others penetrate the stone, but you leave no trace, because you forgot to "persist"

Now I am a salted fish, can I turn over?

I didn't write a diary yesterday. Yesterday, the funds lost from 1,000 U to 200 U. I was shocked and broke out in a cold sweat. I have to pay the rent on the 20th, and there are only 200 U left. I don't feel like writing a diary, and I didn't appear in the chat room to talk. Trading is lonely. When you lose money, you feel like a clown for everyone to appreciate and laugh at, but I always think I am talented in my heart. However, there are more people who make fun of me, and I also began to doubt whether I am really a clown

Many times I really don't want to write a diary, but the diary is a window for me to review and vent, not to mention that there are still a small number of people who really like to read it, and the diary is not useless

Yesterday, the funds finally went from 200 to 100 0U, I think I am qualified to write a diary only if I am 1000U. Let me say something extra here. Friends who have read my diary before should know that I know a woman and spent tens of thousands of dollars on her. In the past, everyone who read my diary said she was a liar. Today we really broke up. We have been on and off since I met her in April, but I just can't let her go. I am too sentimental and too emotional. She got married and lived with her husband, but she said they didn't sleep in the same bed. She has two girls. When she was with me, she also lived with at least two boyfriends at the same time. She has severe depression, self-harms, and has told me several times that she wanted to commit suicide. She always wanted to marry me before, but maybe I am too sentimental. We have been together for a long time and I still care about her in my heart. I can't let her go, but we are really not suitable. A few days ago, she blocked all my contact information. This time, we should really break up. Why would I fall in love with a liar? I am unmarried and childless and younger than her. Reason tells me that breaking up is right, but I still miss her in my heart. I am a person who does not believe in fate. But one fact is that since I was with her, I have not been able to make money in cryptocurrency trading. I made 30,000 U before I met her, but I lost all the money when I was with her.

Let time forget everything. In a few years, I will definitely laugh at myself now. I have encountered such a ridiculous thing. The society is really dark. I am too naive.

Cryptocurrency trading is my life.