Failure is something that will crush your dreams, kill you alive. You will be shattered, all your dreams about your parents will be shattered. Have you given up? When you lose, you die inside. You try your best and prove yourself. You will fail even if you are created to try. Everyone has a difficult story of failure in their life. Those who are successful are called people, those who are not successful are not seen.
Your suffering will be seen when you succeed.