When you are under so much pressure that you are about to collapse, don't tell others, and don't feel wronged. No one will feel sorry for you. In the dead of night, take out your heart, mend it yourself, and then wake up with confidence.
No matter if no one cares about you or your skills are not as good as others, you should try to calm down and do what you should do, instead of letting irritability and anxiety destroy your limited enthusiasm and concentration. The heart can be broken, but the hands cannot stop. Do what you should do and continue to move forward in the collapse. This is the cultivation of an adult.