I have been at my wit's end since October last year. At that time, the bull market had just begun. I posted a lot of posts trying to try to rise 100u, but now it has been half a year and I have lost more than 20,000u. No matter when I buy the contract, it will return to zero in just two or three days. I basically open long orders. Every time I open an order, I always miss the rise, but every time it plummets, I always grasp it accurately. I should be the strongest counter-index in the contract circle, and I should be the worst 1% of the people. I lost more than 20,000u in just a few months this year without realizing it. I don't have the energy to review the market anymore, and I always lose money. I lost more than 10,000u on Moyi. I lost thousands ofu on Binance. I lost thousands ofu on Wanchain. My wallet was stolen for 1,000u. I have encountered everything, but the only thing I haven't had is the time to make money. So desperate, so helpless. After ten years in the currency circle, is this the ending? Is this the operation? I don't understand. I deeply believe that this is God punishing someone who wants to make quick money, punishing someone who is ridiculous and fantasizes about getting rich. I am deeply disappointed with myself, the cryptocurrency world, and the contracts. I feel helpless and bored with all of this. Now I am heavily in debt, facing rent and life. Where should I go...
