Don't think so shallowly. Money is just a means, while health and loved ones are the most important. Take a moment to think calmly and start over.

$BTC today I will die, I came to the market with a dream of becoming wealthy like many others and now I leave with empty hands, illness, I have lost family, relatives, friends.
if anyone is getting caught up in investing, please take a moment to think about the risks of losing your assets, do not overlook it for profit like I did.
farewell, thank you, I'm sorry ...