Don't blame the market, blame yourself for your stupidity and greed. I was like that too, I invested everything in hopes of getting rich quickly. With the years, that has passed.
About today. What, in principle, happened? A regular speculative news came out, after which the market quickly recovers. Just think about it, the rate is 0.25 points, a great event. ) Someone is just "rocking the boat" amidst the noise, creating panic among the population. ). There have been many such situations, both in forex and in stocks.
You are trading in the highly volatile cryptocurrency market. You can't go all in, and with a huge leverage.
Use a maximum leverage of 5, and divide your deposit into 5 parts. Study technical analysis. Run indicators on historical data, fine-tune the system based on them, and act. And most importantly, don't listen to anyone, including me.
Good luck, trader.