Everyone, how am I? Am I awesome? I'm long #NOT还会上涨吗

I started out short, opened 10 times, lost 100u, then found something wrong, and went long 32 times, all in, but I clearly clicked all in, pulled to 100% I don't know why stupid Binance only let me enter 1/6, otherwise I could have made more than 2300u this wave I'm so angry, I lost 15,000😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭