Just stare at the coins on your exchange every day. Don’t do anything all day. When you wake up, open your phone to see if the price has increased. Fantasize about the non-existent airdrop every day. You say you are anxious. I think you just have delusions of getting rich quickly. You have deviated from the normal life track. You stay up all night every day to avoid missing the midnight news. Just like that, you become a complete loser. In the end, you have nothing. No savings, no friends, no partner.