I am an ordinary rural girl. I just graduated. Because my family was in financial difficulty, my parents were old, and my younger brother was still in school. In order to help my family, I decided to go to America to seek wealth, hoping to make more money. However, I didn't expect that this trip abroad would drag me into a world full of darkness and danger.
When I arrived in America, I soon discovered that I had been deceived by the intermediary. The legal job I had been promised turned into prostitution in a secret hotel club. At first I wanted to resist, but because I was an illegal immigrant, I had nowhere to escape. For the sake of my family and my life, I finally chose to submit.
I met all kinds of guests in the club. Some were gentle and considerate, just seeking a moment of warmth and comfort; some were rude and even violent. What made me feel the most uncomfortable were the drunken guests, who often lost control of their behavior and made me feel extremely scared.
Once, a middle-aged man came in. He looked gentle, but his true nature was revealed as soon as he entered the room. He asked me to play various roles and made many excessive demands on her. It was really too perverted. Some people look gentle on the surface, but they are really perverted inside. You can't imagine it. He actually asked me to kneel down and call him daddy... I was angry in my heart, but in order to protect myself, I had to endure it. I endured great humiliation and pain that night and almost collapsed.
There was another frequent guest, a powerful local man, whom everyone called "Gua Ge". He showed great interest in me and even offered to support me. I knew that if I accepted his offer, I might get some protection, but I was unwilling to completely give up my dignity and become someone's private property. I politely declined, but this also brought me more trouble and threats.
During this dark period, I suffered both physical and psychological torture every day. But I always had a belief in my heart, that is, I must escape from this hell, return to my hometown, and start my life again. I secretly saved some money and waited for the right opportunity.
Finally, one day, I met a kind guest. This guest was a young man from a similarly difficult background. He felt deeply sorry for my situation and decided to help me escape. With his help, I successfully escaped from the club and returned to China through various channels.
After returning home, I used the money I earned in America to improve my family's living conditions. But I didn't tell my family about my true experience abroad, I just said that working was hard, but I finally got through it.
I believe that there are many young ladies like me who are forced to embark on this road of no return for the sake of their families and lives. They have to endure tremendous pressure and humiliation. Well, that’s all I have to say. I wish you all better days in the future.
