Here's a brief life story of the past two years, so you know you are doing great.

Homeless , living on the back of my girlfriend .

2000 euro surgery debt .

1000 euro social security debt .

4000 euro friends and family debt .

~ 2000 euro lost to futures on Binance .

~ 600 euro unpaid taxes.

~ 1000 euro lost to web development and advertisement of unsuccessful projects .

200 euro lost to casinos.

150 euro to get baptized , because of desperation .

Stomach pain after each meal.

No strength and permanent pain in the right hand.

Unemployed and unsuccessful at getting employed for whatever local job.