I see many people who experience huge losses because of trading using large leverage, and they finally give up and even post things like "this is my last hope" or "Im going to ending my life" and the like.
Even though they know from the beginning what the risks are and they don't want to learn first. Jumping in hoping to get rich quickly.
Please.
Stop it.
Maybe this is not the right field for you.
Stop trading and go back to what you usually do.